GoldenQueen

Okay, first of all: I want to apologize for not having been online for almost a year now. I haven't drawn or written anything in a while, mainly because I don't have much time (and if I'm honest I don't have that many ideas, either). If you still want to stay in touch with me (because, let's face it, I won't be really online most of the time) you can find me on tumblr - alcantrez.tumblr.com
I spend a lot of time there. And I'd be really glad to start talking to you guys again... I just realized how much I actually miss you.

Soo! I'm back from Amrum! Actually, I'm not really happy to be here again. This village is just ... it's not only boring, it's sort of grey and ugly. I bet tourists would say it's a nice village but to me it's not. Not after Amrum. Amrum is so ... you feel so free there. Here you only feel caged. But luckily my mom and I are planning on going back there in February (since that's when my 16h birthday is so it would be my birthday present) for one week. God. I really can't speak English anymore, everything sounds so wrong. That's what happens when I don't have any internet for three weeks.
Ah, and maybe expect some drawings from me. I really want to draw again and I still have two weeks so I'm maybe finally continuing my comic (Blut im Schnee, remember? ) or something.

EDIT: I totally forgot to mention Camp NaNo! Well, I quit because I couldn't enjoy Amrum and write almost 2,000 words everyday at the same time, but I'm definitely continuing the story I began.

I know I haven't been online lately - still for the same reason. Some kind of Artist's Block or something. I'm still drawing but mostly sketches, nothing special. Maybe you still remember 'Blut im Schnee' - I will definitely finish it when I have time. Which I don't at the moment. This is because I'm participating in Camp NaNoWriMo, the summer version of NaNoWriMo (I already talked about that last November). In case you don't remember what NaNo's about: The goal basically is to write 50,000 words in one months, meaning 1,667 a day. I'm still stuck at 2,300, though, because James, my protagonist, sometimes is a real bitch (like, right now he's throwing around coffee mugs. He's literally not doing anything else and it's starting to get on my nerves).
Also, I don't really have that much time for Camp NaNo because I'm on vacation on the Island of Amrum. I have little to no Internet access and when I do have some it's a real pain in the ass.
Anyways, Amrum is beautiful even though the internet connections sucks but that's okay.  Aaaand this journal entry was really unnecessary but I feel like I really need to write something in English. Without tumblr I can literally feel my skills becoming rusty.

I just... ung. There are no words to express how much I hate Physics right now. This is all so stupid and pointless and I don't understand a goddamn word of it! Goooosh. I'm always either crying or swearing and I always feel this veeery strong urge to kill my teacher instantly. Unfortunately, the exam is tomorrow and I started learning like two hours ago. -.- Yup, stupid. But yeah.. can't change it now, can I? So I'm just going to screw this shit up tomorrow.
Anyhow, could you please cross your fingers for me? I'd really appreciate that.
Thank those who do.

Okay, my computer broke down weeks ago and we managed to "revive" it but I had to install Photoshop again and
now ALL my fantastic skin brushes are gone! It'll take me forever to find them again! Stupid computer. >_<